Tim has got me wanting to do something. What is there to do? Oh, plenty of things in pryor. Do I live in Pryor? Nope. Can I drive to Pryor? Nope. Can my friends drive me to pryor? Nope. Will my rents drive me to Pryor? Nope. Therefore, someone must come to Chouteau. Is there anything to do in Chouteau? nope. There is the Deli. Although I've never been there. There is the new fiesta mart/mcdonalds. I'm sure that's exciting  Oh man, I have GOT to do something.

I am not a barbie:
 
(If you do'nt know German, it says, "I am no barbie girl")

I will not listen to MTV:

(Sorry, I saw it and had to put it up here. And incase you can't tell, she's flipping the MTV building off)

I will not be expected to look like celebrities do:


I am not a stereotype, I am real:

I am loved for who I am:
 

I'm not always that pleasant to look at:

But I wont let society tell me that I'm less of a person because of that:

Because none of that matters when it comes to God:

1) How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?:: 1
2) How many serious boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?:: none
3) When was your first date & who was it with?:: no one ever
4) Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?:: nope
5) When do you think that you?ll get married?:: whenever he asks me, duh
6) Do you think that you should become friends with someone before dating them?:: I don't believe you SHOULD, but I believe that in some cases, it's good
7) Do you believe that opposites attract?:: Yup. which is why I'm scared to see who my fishy is.
8) What traits do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: christianity
9) What is your dream date?:: concert
10) Have you ever had your heart broken?:: nope
11) Where do you want your wedding to take place?:: I dunno
12) What kind of music do you want to have played at your wedding?:: I have two musts. Fishy by Philmore and At Last by Etta James.
13) Where do you want to go for your Honeymoon?:: Ireland
14) What do you think about long-distance relationships?:: 'ey, whatever floats your boat
15) Your thoughts on online relationships?:: if it ever becomes MORE than online, then you might have somethin' there!
16) Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger than you?:: older
17) When did you have your first kiss?:: never
18) Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?:: yes
19) Are you a hopeless romantic?:: I'd like to think not
20) Are you the romantic type?:: nope
21) Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?:: nope
22) Do you read romance novels?:: nope
23) Do most of your stories & poems you write revolve around love?:: nope
24) Have you ever fallen for a pen pal?:: Yeah. She was hott.
25) Have you ever been in a love triangle?:: no
26) Must love be felt to be truly understood?:: yes
27) Are you a shy lover or a vibrant lover?:: I'm... not
28) Do you believe that marriage is something sacred?:: yes
29) Are you for or against couples living together without getting married?:: depends on their maturity level and how dedicated they are to keeping themselves pure and not passing their boundaries.
30) Have you ever asked someone out on a date?:: nope
31) Ever been stood up on a date?:: nope
32) Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt & you cried?:: yes
33) Are you/Have you ever been married?:: nope
34) Did you go to prom, if so, with who?:: Yup. Andrew
35) Do you enjoy school dances?:: nope
36) How many kids do you want to have?:: 3
37) Is there someone who you really like at the moment?:: yes
38) Have you ever been secretly in love?:: nope
39) Have you ever sent someone something on Valentines Day?:: nope
40) Have you ever had a secret admirer?:: if it's a secret, how would I know
41) Have you ever been a secret admirer?:: nope
42) Do you read Shoujo manga?:: nope
43) Do you usually fall for a wrong guy or the right guy/?:: wrong. always the wrong
44) Are you a lover or a fighter?:: uh....
45) What do you think about interracial couples?:: Dem darn pagans! That's not how we done it when we were childens! We's just gotta do somethin' bout all dem kids rebellon and what-not! We cain't have none o' dem half-black youngins runnin' round these parts! AKA it's fine
46) Do you believe in divorce?:: only in marital unfaithfulness
47) Are you parents still together or are they divorced?:: still together
48) What is your favorite color on the opposite sex?:: what?
49) What are your views on gay marriages?:: wrong
50) Do you think its okay for best friends to become couples?:: yeah
51) Have you ever broken someones heart?:: no clue
52) Have you ever given or been given roses?:: by my mom
53) Do you have an ideal mate?:: yes
54) Have you ever been to a dating site?:: nope but I've thought about it just to see what would happen
55) If so, what did you do there?:: uh.... did coke?
56) What do think of E-harmoney, match.com etc?:: I like their commercials
57) Have you ever met someone you met online & fallen in love with them?:: not love
58) Have you ever been engaged?:: nope
59) Has someone ever proposed marriage to you?:: nope
60) Are you the one who makes the move or do you wait for them to make the move?:: I wait
61) Do you flirt or are you not a flirter?:: I don't flirt.... I don't think. At least not on purpose
62) How do you act around the guy/girl you like?:: I get flustered and choked up
63) Have you ever seen the movie The Notebook?:: nope
64) What is your all time favorite romance movie?:: uh... sleeping beauty.
65) Do you read Romance novels?:: yes. *chuckles*
66) Favorite Video Game Romance?:: Mario and the Princess, DUH.
67) Would you get remarried more than twice?:: I doubt it
68) Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you remarry after they died & you were married for 60 years?:: no
69) Is remarriage betrayal?:: nope
70) What do you think of pre-arranged marriages?:: It seems to work for those countries.
71) Do you know anyone who has had their marriage annulled?:: nope
72) Does romance make you gag?:: chya
73) At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?:: pre-school
74) What song do you want played as you walk down the aisle?:: Something unexpected.
75) Does Love conquer all?:: Not sure but it does cover a multitude of sins
76) Are most High School kids infatuated or in love?:: infatuated
77) Who was your first love?:: Jesus
78) What's the longest you've ever liked someone?:: um, 3ish years
79) Do you have any friends who are already married?:: yeah
80) Would you give up everything for love?:: yeah
81) Love songs, yeah or naw?:: depends. I can't stand those sappy emo songs but I like good ones like... like... by the Cure
82) Will your life be incomplete without love?:: nope. Well... it would be incomplete without God... and since God IS love.. then.. yes. I think? This is a harder question than it appears to be

I have strep throat! DUN Dun dun!
It sucks. Not so much because I'm sick, but because I can't go to the movie tonight with Cyd and Eddie. I needed to go for Cyd cause she didn't wanna go with Eddie alone... and I wanted to go for Eddie cause he's leaving for the army soon. But no! My body decided to stop fighting viruses for a few days and on the day I need to be in good health, I'M DYING!!!

How Deep the Father's Love

How deep the Father's love for us,
how vast beyond all measure
that he should give his only son
to make a wretch his treasure.
How great the pain of searing loss,
the Father turns his face away,
as wounds which marr the Chosen One
brings many sons to glory.

Behold the Man upon a cross,
my sin upon his shoulders.
Ashamed, I hear my mocking voice
call out among the scoffers.
It was my sin that held him there
until it was accomplished.
His dying breath has brought me life.
I know that it is finished.

I will not boast in anything.
No gifts, no power, no wisdom.
But I will boast in Jesus Christ,
his death and ressurection!
Why should I gain from his reward?
I cannot give an answer.
but this I know with all my heart,
his wounds have paid my ransom.